There are many quotes and statements that follow the cry of, “Don’t care what anyone thinks of you.”
It is made to sound as if we have hit a spiritual milestone when we can say “I don’t care what anyone thinks of me!”
The reality is we do care about what people think of us, it is hard-wired into us to care; otherwise, our behaviours would have us kicked out of the tribe. And if we were kicked out of the tribe our chances of survival were drastically reduced.
And people who don’t care what people think about them are called sociopaths.
As a young woman of colour, for many years I cared what people thought of me. I felt I had to be kinder, smarter, funnier. I needed to be more, to try and negate the colour of my skin: maybe if I were all of those things people would accept me and I would be of value.
And then I was ‘accepted’ in a National way.
In the UK I acted a lead role in a TV series for nearly 3 years. Within the black community, I was put up on a pedestal. It was rare for there to be a young black female with a lead role; it was a big deal. I was a role model for so many people of colour that I was constantly being stopped on the street, and these complete strangers thought I was the bee’s knees.
I will admit that it was fun for a little while, and it felt good to feel that my presence on their TV screens made them feel proud; that I was a ‘good representation of my race’.
But I became increasingly uncomfortable. These people had no idea who I was. They knew the character I played on the screen, they knew what ‘progress’ I represented for them as a black woman, but they had no idea who I was, and this left me feeling unsettled.
It made me realise that I do care about what people think of me, but I do not care about what complete strangers think of me.
I care deeply about what my family, my inner circle, my industry peers and my clients think of me, and that’s about it.
I don’t want to be someone who goes around saying “I don’t care what people think of me.” There is a level of arrogance I hear in that statement, and it leaves me feeling cold and detached.
But, the people that matter to me and the people that I matter to, I care about what they think. We have chosen each other in varying ways, and that means something.
And there is comfort in being chosen. And there is beauty in caring. And there is strength in accepting that what some people think of us does matter.
We just need to be clear on who those people are and why.
Wishing you a weekend of what matters. xxx
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